dracotk

Well we will see how long this lasts. My inspiration is not really talking to me anymore and my teacher fell off the face of the planet (a.k.a. College took her and not even sure a chinchilla could bring her back...let us see)

Anyways I am now sitting on a small island of Japan and enjoying my stay here! If any of you are here or are going to be here then drop me a line so I can drag/bug/annoy you to death!

Comments on my drawings are welcomed and encouraged. Plus any communication of any kind is very welcome! Look me up in Facebook or gmail. (fegkaridraco@gmail.com)

So a week has passed and my life is just slowly going insane on me. To start off Tuesday rolls by with a death. A coworker of mine died because his family pulled the plug on him. He got into the situation by slipping on ice and hitting his head on the curb. I am unable to say goodbye to him in anyway possible.

Now on Thursday another co-worker had a seizer right there at work. He went down and started to shake a bit before passing out. Once he came through he did not know anyone around him or where he was at. Someone said he had a nose bleed in the bathroom and there was a lot of blood up there. But he couldn't remember if he did or not, or what he had for breakfast or dinner the night before. He is now at home on sick leave while the hospital wait for test results.

I also found out this day I was scammed online. I was a fool for this for I thought 'Yes, finally I can get it' and just didn't even investigate the whole thing. Never jump on to anything that says 'eBay Second Chance' because that is a scam. SquareTrade and eBay are not partners and never send money orders over sea. I should have known better but like a fool I just went for it. Now since this was done outside of eBay they will not refund my loss. The email I got said it was still through eBay, that is why I got careless.

Now to top this whole thing off, my sister-in-law was in the emergency room for nine hours. I did not know about this till my mother calls. Takes awhile before it hits me and then more time after that before I feel ill with this year already. Everyday I wake up since Thursday I feel ill and worry and fret and fear and so on and so on. Depression is slowly taking root and nothing makes me really smile any more.

Can someone tell me when the world straightens out so I can get off?

Your only Black Lion
Draco

If you know me then you know what has happened to my girlfriend earlier this week. Not the way we wanted to start the new year and end the Holiday season. I know how she feels in a way and wish there was something I can do to help her. Another problem when it comes to long distance relationship, all I can do is sit back and watch terrible and great things happen to her. Rougher when she doesn't say anything to me. I have to call her up (If I can get a hold of her) and ask her how things are going. It is rough for me and for her too.

But to top this week off it is my birthday today and I lost my car in a accident yesterday. Imagine going to wrok in your car. Going about 45mph with three lanes to decide on and you take the far right lane. Now imagine you look up at the stop light and see a green light. So everyone is thinking the same thing right now 'I can keep going' and I did. Cross into the intersection and look at what is in front of you all of a sudden...A CAR!

Now I could not tell you how that car decided to show up in front of me and they not knowing I was there. My lights were on, I had a green light, my car is silver and a SUV so it isn't something you miss. I wasn't speeding so I have everything, by law, right.  

Alright so I hit there car right on and come to a stop right in front of a pole for the stop light. Air bags go off on impact saying me from hitting my steering wheel with my head, and the seat belt stops my body from going forward too. When I stop I look to the left and see the car I hit rooling backwards along my car. Let me tell you many things went through my head at that moment. One was "They are leaving?"

So like a idiotic fool I am I jump out of the car and calling 911. Man that was the hardest three button pushing I have ever done. But soon I was talking to someone while I looked at the other car. I saw one of my co workers there and he was helping the other car's people. When he looked up at me he did a double take because it was me. I asked them if they needed help and he said yes. I went back to my car to talk to the operator on my phone and then I started to feel pain myself.

After I hung up with 911 my chest was hurting and I had problems breathing. Next thing I did was call my parents. Not sure what I said other then "I am in a accident and it isn't my fault" So they were on their way to me. Next I text a message to my girlfriend. I have this weird honor thing or something. I always feel like the ones who count the most to me should know what is going on in my life. So these three people were the only ones I contacted.

The police and fire truck showed up and lights were flashing all over. I was shaking from the shock of all this and my breathing was still not coming to me. A police man came up to me and asked for documents and such so I grab them and hand them over. He takes them then looks up. "well that was quick. The news is here already." And I laughed, or tried to anyways.

Next a fireman came up and asked me some questions about my body and I answered as best as I could. He pressed my chest lightly and I groaned. Him and the policeman said I should go to the hospital. Since it wasn't my fault it would not cost my insurance anything, though I didn't give a damn.

So I had my first neck brace put on, put on a stretcher, rolled to the ambulance, put into one, had air tubes put into me, and went to the hospital in a ambulance. Not sure how I feel having all this cherry taking happen to me in one day. But I do have to give the medics their spot of glory in this. While we were going down the street he put a IV in me with one shot. I figured I would have had five holes in me or something but they hit on first try.

So now I am in the emergency room and being asked questions. I send another text to my girlfriend, keeping her updated on my status though at this point I think she knows I will be alright. If you are texting someone you must be in good enough shape. My parents come in and we talk while they check me over. My breathing and pain have gone down and I am clear to go. I feel a bit foolish but they say it happens alot to first timers on accidents like this. They warned me I would be sore and they are right. I felt like I was skiing, lifting weights, got into a fight with someone and lost, and ran the mile all at once.

Well to say the least I was lucky in the end. I saw my car later that day and took pictures. The front went back and to the right. My back left passenger door was latched and broken. My doom light INSIDE the car was busted and the dash board on the passenger side was a good foot out. The driver area looked like it should, other then the air bag being out. I think I know why my area was like this and makes me scared a bit. But I am glade it was just me in that car and I came out with a sore body.

Now I am sitting here on my birthday with a sore right shoulder and neck writing all this down for you guys. I feel out of it and lonely. Always expected my Birthdays to be something more and they never are. One year...one year they will be. Hopefully.

So I sign off now
Your only Black Lion
Draco

Well another year has come and gone for me. No really, I just turned 26 today, about twenty minutes ago. Not counting my family I got a total of three...yes that is right, three happy wishes and such. Digi being the best of them all at this moment with her drawing of Rayn. (If you do not know who Digi is and you are reading this I should hit you with a nerf bat)

Now about three hours ago I felt down and depressed because I cleared this night off to be with someone, but I guess that didn't work now did it. *smiles* So I went to the movies and saw 'Freedom Writters' and that lifted my heart. Must see for those who like to write I think. So I return here to find Digi's work and went 'WHEEEEEEEE!'

I know after this everyone is going to jump on and go "Happy belated Birthday' and junk. But only one person can get away with it without me glaring at her. My sister because she has been so very kind to keep talking to me over the past month and she forced me to continue the only roleplaying thread I have active. *huggles Midori*

Now I promised more art from me last month and I got lazy, for reason I will not go into detail at this time...but I promise tomorrow that I will post up a picture. Hopefully I can still find it *shifty eyes* Anyways I must go, I have to feed my soul to World of Warcraft.

Well I am still here and kicking it. I have been working on a few things that…didn't really make it out. I do have a few drawings that I will bring in here soon. My life has flipped upside down and inside out…in a good way. I got a new computer, laptop, promotion, and I know have a girlfriend (Kaidona for those who do not know). Now I am focused on getting my butt out there with her so I am in school right now getting better training so I can transfer out.

But right now I am also working on a possible three trips out to her house this year. I have one in June and one in April for sure. Middi-chan got to decide on the one in April. The third one maybe the next one but dates are yet to be decided.

One thing that has happened between the June trip of this year to now, my friend list has grown because of my visits. I can now say I have seven friends out there and my love. Before all I had were two friends. So that is a big thing for me.

Anyways right now I am working on the present thingy for Christmas…so far all I have figured out is my mother.   XD
But I have ideas for Middi-chan and Kaidona. (My two friends that were out there from day one) So that just leaves by Father and Brother's family. Well that is it for now, keep an eye for my drawings next week.