So a week has passed and my life is just slowly going insane on me. To start off Tuesday rolls by with a death. A coworker of mine died because his family pulled the plug on him. He got into the situation by slipping on ice and hitting his head on the curb. I am unable to say goodbye to him in anyway possible.

Now on Thursday another co-worker had a seizer right there at work. He went down and started to shake a bit before passing out. Once he came through he did not know anyone around him or where he was at. Someone said he had a nose bleed in the bathroom and there was a lot of blood up there. But he couldn't remember if he did or not, or what he had for breakfast or dinner the night before. He is now at home on sick leave while the hospital wait for test results.

I also found out this day I was scammed online. I was a fool for this for I thought 'Yes, finally I can get it' and just didn't even investigate the whole thing. Never jump on to anything that says 'eBay Second Chance' because that is a scam. SquareTrade and eBay are not partners and never send money orders over sea. I should have known better but like a fool I just went for it. Now since this was done outside of eBay they will not refund my loss. The email I got said it was still through eBay, that is why I got careless.

Now to top this whole thing off, my sister-in-law was in the emergency room for nine hours. I did not know about this till my mother calls. Takes awhile before it hits me and then more time after that before I feel ill with this year already. Everyday I wake up since Thursday I feel ill and worry and fret and fear and so on and so on. Depression is slowly taking root and nothing makes me really smile any more.

Can someone tell me when the world straightens out so I can get off?

Your only Black Lion
Draco